Emotions

People hurt my feelings a lot. I don't even know if they know that they are doing it most of the time. I don't always say something about it, but a lot of times when I do, the person doesn't really understand why I am really upset. I think most people are really selfish most of the time. They are looking for the best experience they can have. I can't make people feel bad about that. But somehow it seems wrong if you constantly look for the best time and leave your friends behind all the time. Maybe I don't know what I'm talking about... I just feel like I get ditched a lot. It's a horrible feeling to know that someone will take off at any moment if something more fun is going on somewhere else. Yet when they are bored, they are always calling you. It makes me feel very disposable, and like my feelings are not considered.